The Beautiful Stranger.

The Beautiful stranger, what is his name?
How did we get here,how did we get here once again.
we were so tight, you were my favorite only guy.
we really did meet eye to eye.

Who is that Beautiful Stranger, the one i used to call?
i miss the late nights, the ones where we would talk for hours.
there has still been no other, who has broken that 7am record we made a couple summers ago.

Why Beautiful Stranger, did we let this go, or did it just fade?
we're letting our lives slowly distance away.
i miss the sessions where we would just sing, or just talk about
silly things.
the times where we could careless what else in the world was happening.
i'll blame it on me.

i was the catalyst gone wrong.
they say people never know what they've got until its gone, but i knew what i had
not knowing i was abusing it all along.

we're going to bounce back, we always do.
this time is just taking a little longer than the other few, nonetheless we will make it through.

Who is that Beautiful Stranger?
That Stranger is You.

The Perks of Being a Wallflower.

Wallflower: "Someone who sees everything, knows everything but does not say a word. They are not loners, they are introvertive, meaning they are shy and have a social disease. They cannot handle having someone pay attention to them even though they crave it as much as anyone else does. Wallflowers are just phased in and faded into the Background."

I, the opposite of a Wallflower completely concur with this definition, however i think being a wallflower can be both a positive and negative thing, and i also think people like me, have wallflower characteristics, which are the positive aspects of course.

Its kinda cool to be able to just sit back and evaluate everything thats going on, you dont get caught up in he say she say drama, you dont have to worry about anybody else's emotions,etc however the thing that sucks about wallflowers is that they are like greedy. They probably have this awesome personality that they are concealing from everybody else, but they still get to hear all the xoxogossip and stories and adventures from everyone else.

I remember what it was like to be a wallflower.
I was always that srawny kid who was always the last to get chosen for the 'cool' team in gym for a game of dodgeball.
I was the kid who blushed everytime i had to read in class, or the kid who would wait afterclass to put puzzles together or read books.

Nobody really noticed this kid, because i rlly didnt do anything that made myself seem interesting let alone like noticeable. However i did get to watch many things unfold with an objective view; uninvolved. like how this guy was cheating on his girl friend, or how these girls were planning to fight at a tree afterschool etc lol

That aspect i think i will like to cherish forever but once u break out of your like shell everything is chill and cool, cuz im still that scrawny awkward kid, except now i dont care what people think and people actually like my personality. so middle fingers to my entire elementary school! lol sike no, i loved most of my teachers LOL and like 6 kids. i try to remain uninvolved in drama, but kids these days mm they will kill to see you trip, its crazy but im a Senior and my time is almost up so for now you'll just catch me chilling-just Wallflowering.