Wednesday, July 14, 2010

LoveKanyeWest.


I Love Kanye West, Flaws and all.
I feel like i spend everyday defending him, but honestly i have no problem with doing so because the more people who don't like him means the more KanYe that i get =].
See this man is a creative Genius, people don't even know half of the things he's produced or contributed to...which is why they disrespect him and discredit him.
He's had a rough time, fitting in but thats perfectly fine because the reason i love him is specifically because he stands out among 'Stand-outs'; because obviously other artist stand out to me but even among them i would still choose him.
His music completely inspires me, i swear he talks about everything i think about.
like we have similar ideas, about how things are; why things are the way they are; and i mean im not the biggest fan of his obnoxious and rude side, but i mean we all have our flaws dont we?.

im so annoyed with the media, they really do control the perception of our society and THEY choose what YOU like and what you don't. so for everybody who claims to be so different; Just NO...everybody's different, so ultimately we're all the same.
and if the media portrayed things and people in a different light, we all would view things veryvery differently then we do today. i think its sad how they build these artists and celebreties up only to knock them down, like they are ALSO human beings you cant treat ppl like that; but whatever, it will continue to go on like that: it pays the bills. but it just sucks for the fans because through the media is how we stay connected with artists and music and just stuff, but when they torture celebrities they just go into hiding and we never see them anymore which Fucking sucks.

hmm what else..
i like to think that people are smart enough to see talent when its thrown in their faces but apparently they can't, people hate KanYe West soo much they wont even admit that his Lyricist skills are Ridiculousssb. now thats just a matter of pride and stupidity. but you don't have to like him personally, or his personality or anything but atleast admitt that he is extremely talented.

i feel like i've written this blog a million times before..
but as far as this devil worshipping bullshit, i think its hilarious, and i feel like people are sooo desperate to label people as SOMEthing that they scrutinize every little detail and reverse its original meaning to relate it back to the devil lls...i'll pray for you all.
i can't believe i even gave that controversy like attention lls smh silly SUA!
but hmm what else OHH
i L o v e how somehow , there are like 6 different types of kanye's
and his fans like come ON now, who are you people? like really.
where are you? where is your loyalty?

i hate like absolutely hate when i ask people
"Do You like KanYe West?" and they reply like
"i liked the old KanYe"---->lmfao what the fuck?
because Yeah, people have the ability to just switch their identities everytime they come out with an album?
no. The Kanye West who made '808's and HeartBreak' in three weeks, is the Same Kanye West who made The College Dropout in 2004.
like we knocking people for being creative now?
we knocking people for experimenting now?
we knocking people for trying new things?
lol jeez, thats scary. i wish people would be open minded to change.

mann im really passionate about this, and if ANYbody knows ANYthing about me they know that i completely and utterly love Kanye West and his contribution,,matter fact his initiation of the change in Hip-Hop.

Oh this picture is of Kanye and Amber Rose, i love their relationship: i just wish Amber Rose had an English accent, she would be even more gorgeous!
Ciaaao,,
[i decided to NOT be predictable, and didnt quote him ONE time in the Blog..lol]

Corinne Bailey Rae - I'd Do It All Again


this is what im listening to as i do my English and Sociology Homework.

Kid Cudi speaks why he doesn't like hip hop! claims one of the Top 5


I've watched this video like countless times since whoever posted it.
like it made me realize how much i really like Kid Cudi and how much he's so under the radar, =,,like almost as much as Lupe and we all know how much i love him.
So, as i continue to watch it i just thought i'd share what i like to do on my doodling times =].


**Still mad he didn't mention J.Cole though,, even though i KNOW J.Cole is going to join the "Underrated Party" of Hip-Hop because he's ridiculous, people need to watch out.

Friday, July 9, 2010

The Art of College and it's 'Roommates'.

For My Lovely Roommates for the Summer,Ali & Nelly.


im glad u guys are who u are because were all different enough that were not like a clingy clique, and can respect eachothers space and time and life BLAH but were all similar enough to be able to live with eachother and communicate and actually idk just like eachother. i mean we all have different friends or different people that we choose to hang with during the day and while doing certain activities, but at the end of the day we all have a different "Roommate" Bond that we share with no one else which i think is awesome.
Ali's the mega cool chill roommate. doesn't spend much time in the room, because she has cool hideouts like the Dav or the Library. listens to GREATmusic. Has a cool Style and sense of humor and is just overall a nice person to live with. a fairly light sleeper who is Practically lightsensitive lol. we know when she can hear us or is slighty annoyed by sounds in the room while she sleeps cuz she'll like move around on her top bunk alot lol its funny.

Nelly is like our secret weapon. doesnt rlly talk to much people cuz she basically hates it here lol. HOWEVER because i have the privilidge of rooming with her she pretty much has to talk to me. This girl is the crazziest funniest girl everrrr...we have goooood times just cracking up laughing at eachother. somewhat sensitive/homesickish but she'll survive! u'll surviveeeee!!!

Then theres me, the fairly random, always awake roomate. i try to stay out of the room at night cuz i dont wanna wake these early birds up lol, mayb i should start sleeping on time so i can actually wake up without rushing in the morning?! if i edge "oversleeping" they'll wake me up though so yay for their compassion lls. uhm but yeah i think we all kind of have similar interest in what we think is funny and just overall humor anyways but yeah.

this was a random blog inspired by Ali and I cleaning up our room, it's beautiful !

The Edges of People.

I like how you want to be my friend now, i feel SO special because you stopped talking to me over nothing about 6 weeks ago but now since YOU control our "friendship switch" and apparently whenever u turn it on everything is supposed to be all good again because YOU said so right?...

People who do this to their "Friends" should realize that while they turn the "friendship switch" off...the other person isn't waiting by the door for you to turn it back on, no in fact they've traveled to another room alltogether...so when you DO go to turn it back on realize that time doesn't go backwards...it goes forward. Things change; People change. Change isn't always a bad thing, but sometimes things are just the way they are. Make decisions that you are willing to completely accept the consequences and or benefits from.

Just a thought,
Of Course AstoldbySua=]

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

There is EveryONE, then There is: M i l e s.



Everytime i say "Miles" i think of Maroon 5's song "She will be loved" when he says "I drove for Miles and Miles and Wound up at your door"...Random thought;
But Miles C. Blount, quite a significant character in my life.
We barely talk anymore and even when we do its barely of any substance.
Crazy how things change, i wouldn't say our friendship has changed for the 'Worse' per se though; i think we do pretty good, considering our new lives so im Good like what?! Like God with an Extra 'O'---Yup!

This blog is being made, while im currently procrastinating on doing Math homework =] oh joy! But it's worth it, cuz i dont think i tell you enough that i love you.
"So here Goes:
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You
I Love You.
---6 times of course, it's only appropriate =]
well damn actually it's 7 if you count the first one before "Here goes"..
hmm well Miles, just know that when were not talking u more than likely crossed my mind that day...whether it be through another one of your Controversial Statuses at 2am in the morning, or just from hearing a song that reminds me of you, which are a lot actually lls so yeah. Just know that.---->And Hearts Semi-Colon.

Oh crap everytime im about to end this i think of something else lol, you asked me if i had found your "Replacement" yet, and i told u this already but let me reiterate this;I most likely will NEVER find another Miles, and im thankful ur my friend cuz u like make it seem okay to be bold and spontaneous, and while others may say im wierd or whatever u reassure me that im just as Cool as anybody else so 6yay's for u Miles.
Alrighty this is really getting too nice, but i guess JUST for this post only: it's Okay.=]

Monday, July 5, 2010

Radiohead- Scatterbrain


This is probably my favorite song by them, or the most listened to and i've just been surfering you-tube and i always click on this video. idk one day i'll figure out what it all really means. =]

Radiohead - Climbing Up The Walls


Cool Video; Cool Band.
i remember the only reason i first listened to RadioHead was because i was reading this Kanye West interview and he was saying how thats his favorite band and i was like WOOOHOO and i checked them out and im mad i never listened to them on my own; they're pretty awesome.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Sunglasses.


I was randomly fascinated by Sunglasses and how you can hide so much Shit behind them.
From a Black Eye to a Broken Heart, these things work wonders in concealing both.
So when the summer comes and everybody gets a pair of their own glasses, i think its no longer about the 'Sun' even though they do help to block out that too; but i think its like a sign of insecurity or conformity. Because everybody has a pair i have to aswell?
hmph idk this is just my opinion; of course there are people who just like the way they look but some people rather have the ugliest pair of sunglasses than to just not have em at all lls. whatever this is too hard for me to explain but yeah thats what i was thinking when i took this.

Why Can't Life Always Be This Breezy?





The Fourth of July.


Happy Fourth of July, Today i am Proud to be an American: African American to be exact.Im sure the founding fathers would be disgusted with how our country is today as far as Poverty, Gap between Rich and Poor lol and all that Jazz. all i can say is that i wouldnt rather live in anyother country besides the US and Australia lol but whatever, Have a nice day everyone.=]

Friday, July 2, 2010

G o G r e e n.

The Day After..

The 1st of every Month, was the Anniversary of the only Relationship i ever really cared about/tried in.
We were like Bestfriends basically, but like those bestfriends who EVERYbody knows like eachother but they always deny it.
sometimes i wish we were just "Bestfriends" strictly, because we had a good friendship.
like we would be the coolest and could've just had good fun, with no complications of like emotions and crap.
It was fun while it lasted, almost a year later, i still am unsure on why it ended.
but truth is it shouldve never started, im glad we are recovering friends though lol.
* i just wanted to take the time to write this because it's July 2nd and it's the first time i didn't notice July 1st, which was once really important to me.


"Proceed, Progress and forget all the Rest."

The Police Don't Play...


NO JAY-WALKING IN WASHINGTON, DC!

Tell Everybody That You Know..


You Know who you are, You are my Favorite.
i Love and Hate you, like seriously at the same time.
We fight like everyday when we do communicate,
but Question is it Strange that---that this is exactly why i enjoy talking to You?
i mean not on no creeper shit as YOU would say, but really i don't think
i'd like you if you werent as Brutally...Self-esteem Altering...insanely Sarcastic&&Mean.=]
Lol, i mean i have my fair share of comebacks but YOU, J-Money affiliated!, win the competition by farrrrrrrrr.
You act like you think im a creeper, but i know you enjoy my company or
prescence or replies? lls idk what to call em but whatever.

i just wanted to let YOU know that i'm completely and Utterly Fascinated by You.
Like of ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL the people in this cruel ass World; How did I, the sweet and innocent Sua, fall Victim to such a Monster? smh
Sike but really i am interested in why i entertain Random ass convo's about [Black people or Kanye West/Jason Mraz, BCPS vs. YourUnknownCountySchool]---->with you. Not to mention the fact that i get my life bitched every second i talk to you lmao.
i will DEFINITELY be needing Therapy after a day actually hanging out with you.

Worst part is that i find you to be one of the Cool-est people i've ever Known.
Correction: *"Worst part is that i find you to be one of the Cool-est people i never Knew."
Like if you think about it we know almost nothing about eachother, it is quite strange///and my mom told me to never speak to strangers;
Speaking of Mom's, i Love yours.

Whatever i guess we'll figure it out along the way.
im glad were "Friends"---Just thought you should know.

In spirit of my New interest in Photography BY THE WAY, i chose this picture of you because it's AWESOME Photography in my Eyes...and more than that i like that it Conceals your identity; Notice that i didn't say your name ONCE throughout this fucking essay. =]!!
***I did this because if ANYone else knew who you are, which they probably do, they'd become friends with you, then i wont have anyone else to vent on when my life sucks. or i wont have anyone to argue with just for the sake of arguing. ;p and we alllll know how much life sucks without people like YOU, to Bash on people like ME.

American University: The "Loungers".




We L i t e r a l l y, made a tent from ceiling to floor in the Study Lounge.
We even danced our 'tribal' dance all around in a circle in the tent to like admit people to come inside lmfao!
How awesome is it to finally find people who are just as "wierd" as people at home describe me to be.
funniest thing everr was that we invited the whole floor but noone wanted to come because they were all too good to sleep on the floor lls so we built it and were the only Ones to sleep in it, but overall it was a fun experience: i can sleep ANYwhere so i had Zero complaints lls

The "Loungers": Sua, Andre and Rosalie =]

[&]And on My 18th Birthday He found Out i Wasn't His!

June 28th, 2010: H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y.

I'm thankful that God has guided me throughout these crazzzzy 18years.
I'm thankful for my family and their help/support through our crazzzzIness.
I'm thankful i am a Highschool Graduate more than that an enrolled College student.
I'm thankful for my Friends.
I'm thankful for Kanye West, and Sweet music overall.
I'm thankful and eager for whatever is in my future to approach.

withLoveLoveLove---->Me.

I Wish You Incite so you can See for Yourself:


Welcome Back? I know...it's been far too long. Not much has changed, i left for my Summer College program June 20th and i was really bummed my Summer basically ended early; but now i've accepted that this is just hows its gonna be for a few more weeks. i met some AWEsome people there its wierd not being with atleast two of them right now as i type this in my room back at home...Thanks to DC and the fact that i have a new phone AFTER TWO YEARS OF TRASH :D and the fact that i have like two different styled cameras on there thanks to Lola: i've been taking Pictures like crazy. These pictures tell the stories i'd love to share through blogs or just verbally except they tell em wayyyyy better than i could; so i think i'll just start posting pictures of what i was doing and what i thought looked cool; ----->Judge it, Hate it, Love it, but Enjoy it.

Sometimes i might explain the pics, sometimes i won't. sometimes they'll be self-explanatory just know that every picture i took was taken because i needed basically a snapshot of what the thoughts in my brain at that moment looked like lol strange i know.

^^^Like this pic above was taken as i was bored outside but then i was sitting criss-crossed kinda-ish; then i realized that the way i was crossed was more similar to how the man sitting across from me had his legs crossed while reading a newspaper...like why don't i cross my legs like women should? like why?...but anyways i don't know if i picked that up from him in this instance but im sure i've sat like this several times before..THIS time in particular i decided to capture that random moment in my brain///not to mention i had on those cool shoes and i was snappin pics anyways =]