Ahh,,kinda missed this Place;
soo--My life has changed ALOT since my last post.
I'm a senior now, and its a whole lot of work smh.
from an annoying unqualified AP teacher to daily soccer Practices/games
life has been pretty tough in the sense of balance. Mann my "friends" issue is no
longer an issue. I have love for almost everyone I associate with but if we weren't
cool the next day, most likely my life wouldn't change. Idk I stopped caring for those
who don't care for me; and I've just recently realized those who I may have potentially considered a
"close friend/friend" are really just crap ppl who switch on you like that (snaps*)
Ive emphasied not chasing people for friendship and as I've discontinued the chase Its now soo
much clearer what type of person I consider a friend and the few ppl who actually appreciate me
and genuinely like me ahh Yes,,it hit me like an Epiphany.
Someone told me I'm mean, "I've changed", "I'm depressed" and whatever else the list goes on---
I just don't understand; everytime I try to better myself or am simply maturing it causes so much controversey
like wtf since when am I so important. Plus someone always tells me I'm changing every year and yet I'm still the same Sua you all fell in Love with.
Besides some minor shit,, life has been chills yet hectic with the college process but still chills.
I'm stoked for my future; I know its gonna be something Big: as for the whole title of this blog I initially was gonna talk about boys well more like a fe specific boys,, but ehh
maybe another time when I have the energy and focus to even care about what u may call a "Love Life"<---Eww lol
***"Its like I'm Fighting to be Me,, But i have to Leave the Fight Cuz it helps Everyone else be who they wanna be: Thats a Story for Ya Ass" [The Lovely Mr.West]
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*clap* *clap* *clap* <---oh sna, this looks like a message i sent to Tashauna when we were "on the rocks lol. anywhooo...i'm happy for you Sua, honestly. like the fact that you've made a decision to move on from those friends or whatever those people may be to you right now. unfortunatley, i have yet to make that move. i'm sort of delaying it...towards graduation; like that seems like the seal of it all you know? ok, ok, let me give you an analogy lol--it's like trying to make a bed omfg lol. so you have to change your sheets or whatever so you go to the closet and just grab some sheets but like you don't notice that the sheets you picked were too small for your bed lol--so you keep trying and trying like you'll grab one side of the elastic and secure it and then when you try to fix the other side the first side pops off lol so yeah that's where i am right now lol--like i try to cover the matress and the sheet keeps popping off lol. graduation serves as the comforter that goes over the made bed lol. jeeezzz i totally forgot all the other things i wanted to say b/c of that analogy but you get it right? lol
ReplyDelete& welcome back btw lol =) missed ya!
i just read this smh, cool analogy though!
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