You're gonna miss me when im gone.

Im sitting here in the dark just thinking, i've been thinking alot lately now that we're nearing the end or highschool.

Omg i realize why i never hear my alarm n thats because im always txting ppl and the vibration scares me so my fone stays on silent then i end up falling asleep with my fone on silent then i just dont hear my alarm cuz like yeah.

Uhhh idek what im talking about on this blog, the idea for it originally was simple and nice and jst yeah but of course my sporadic brain has decided to take another route.

So like i feel like maybe 2-3 years from now if we make it passed 2012--i think people will look back on highechool and realize that i was really a good person to have in their lives and i hope they realize how much they took that for granted.You may call that statement 'tooting my own horn' or whatver but i call it just plain ol realness. Like reallly i don't have much like material things to give to people but i have alot of heart and im truly there for most of the people i associate with until they push me away.
I know everybody says this but i dont care,i really like live it.

i want a carmel sunday with oreos in it like so badly right now; im fat-i've accepted it.
OH it totally blows me how much attention people need its like so pathetic, its like me being a rapper and leaking my own music then going on CNN to voice how angry i am about my music being leaked to the public. LIKE wtf people need to realize that other people dont care abouttheir lives, of course if you personally INSERT new information in our lives we are going to have an opinion on i bu that doesnt mean we was researchin you like 'hmmm wonder whats going on in your lfe' dany like no.

That has just been blowing me for like the past couple of weeks, when you realize that people arent necessarily 'hating' on you perhaps they just came across new info and took a stamce, maybe he world will contain less tension and hostility.
Mm mm

*i dropped my fone, now i realize why i can never find it when i wake up in the mornings, and its always like curled up somewhere underneath my bed.


I hope the upcoming senior activities will be fun,, school really blows me and its not even school its SPECIFICALLY Randallstown highschool and all of its staff--scatch that it Baltimore county PUBLIC school system period and all its rules and regulations they're just TRASH. Rasheed and i had a long passionate convo about the Corrupguon in our school. Mmmm
Can anyone say Socio-Economics?

Recently i've been so intrigued by my relationships with certain people, is crazy how the way you imagine your relationship to be with someone turns out to be false in reality.
For example:

In my mind: Person A and I are maddd tight we rlly are cool thats my homie for life*(a long time)
In reality: Person A and Sua only associate in school, in class at that.

I got accepted into Toswon today April 23rd like wtf they dumb late, im kinda sure im going to American though.
Its my Escape.

Im so infactuated with Kings of Leon, i'll let them take me away because i really have like nothing else to say..