All The Flowers-- Are Not Dead, Yet.

So, i've been on this site a couple of times since my resignation; i love the colors on this page---they're so cute. so i was re-reading stuff then i realized i only had 5 blogs; eww--5? so i decided to not necessarily make a comeback, its more like the cherry on top of the ice cream that i forgot.

Might as well splurge about what ive been doing in the meant time. So hmm. i've been just hanging out with Mariah alot. now at first the title of this was going to be "She Said '6' Was the Magic Number'; but then i realized i couldnt make a whole real cool blog about '6'---then gain i could but whatever i changed it okay. jeez

All The Flowers--Are Not Dead, Yet.
so like we all i know, im limited on friends but i do have alot of people that i love and that make my life seemingly happy.i realized all my other blogs were just about me? like wtf greedy sua greedy---and i dont think i tell people enough how much i appreciate them. so

Mariah Lee---Who would've everrr thought we'd be as thick as thieves in vegas?
Initially, i didnt like Mariah but once i got to know her it was like we were Destined to be cool. We have a friendship where we both like seriously need each other. like i specialize in certain areas *cough* boys/relationships, and she specializes in just me not being dumb and she helped me realize that i shouldnt have to lower my standards just to have "decent" friends. man she made me realize how alot of my 'friends' treat me bad. smh like i was in denial but then i saw it. but anyways i love her she makes me happy everyday. she stays faithful---no phony stuff. we fuss, hell yeah we Fight! but at the end of the day she's one of the only people that i feel like is here for me permanently. dont know what imma do when she leaves me on August 20th, 2009 :/

Shakila Caroll---Team purple cancer. Everyone knows i love shakila. she keeps it 100 like no matter what. my whole life i've been plagued with "friends" who were always too scared to tell me something, because they were afraid of what i would say. tf, thats some shit. i hate when ppl do that but shakila is the girl who could care less. she doesnt bite her tongue, niether do i which is why i feel like we connect. we're both so determined with our dreams its so coooool. we dont even have to talk everyday, but we both know like sua still there. shakila still there and niether one of us aint ever gonna change. short story shorter---she's one of my more stabilized friends who i love and appreciate mostly because i've rarely come across such a good quality of a friend since like ever.

its always hard to figure out who comes after mariah and shakila lol, like cuz i dont want ppl to be mad and i dont wanna have to through another person in the list because i feel obligated to do so.
well here are categories: i guess

Longest: Alisha Ward & Vanissa Venable---they are basically like the same person. conjoined at the Hip these two. but i love them because they are ppl i love to have fun with. admittedly i feel like i have definetly fallen out the wagon. like yall like the 'epitome' of how i would want my relationship ith my 'bestfriend' to be. like im just the thirdy lol im not tryna down our friendship cuz whenever we together---shiiiit we b together but idk like when im not there yall just have this bond that i want with someone. BUT YALL DONT TELL ME NOTHING
cool kids though,love yall.

Most Interesting: Miles Blount, Yvette Pappoe, Marcus Wilson & Edem Kwame.
lol cool group, cool group.
Miles B---I dont understand our friendship, like no matter how much we hate eachother like we always bounce back. you're my favorite person to argue with only because i know we're always gonna b cool again. but 'cool' isnt even a good word to describe us like idk. you make me Happy =] Sad =[ Laugh :D Mad :| Furious XO Confused :? and all the other emotions you can think of, but idk its funnn its entertainment. and idk i guess i kinda almost maybe possibly shockingly obviously love you ! the only thing about you now that i think i like hate is ur new found vernacular: like tf learn how to turn it on an off, and that doesnt mean "dumbing it down" just because regualr ppl arent splurging on vocabulary doesnt mean its "dumb talk" ugh yeah i rlly hate that. ugh that so annoys me. ugh now im in an "ugh" mood thanks miles!
Yvette P---Skeleeeeeee, my dearest. real cool, real chills. u always like make me feel like i can do anything like when im struggling or doubting u always give me that push and like i appreciate it like at least SOMEONE believes in me and my dreams lol. crap* u even believe in me when I dont even believe in me which is cool. thats like a gift! wooohoo go gifted and talented! i mean u b havin ur fair share of issues but thats what Miles is for! lol but yeah ur like one of those friends who i feel like is not going anywhere for a while. u love me u cant get enough of me :p and i love you too. if i HAD to say anything bad about you it would be that for some reason its like u have to be friends with like everyone. like idk how u can b cool with everyone its crazy but idk mayb its not a bad thing idk disregard that lol.

Marcus W.---i want you to be my bestfriend. like if i could have a bestfriend it would be SO cool if it was you lol. like mainly because we're like almost opposites and yet like i love you. ur kinda mean which is pretty funny. but then ur all cool idk i dont think there's a word for you. im so Stoked about our Tree--its gonna b so cool haha! uhm, its wierd how like i feel like i can tell you everything yet i cant tell you anything like idk idek what that means like, we b talking and stuff then we wont talk for like 6 days then we bounce right back lol its like when somebody pressed pause, then play, pause then play lol.

Edem Kwame--- see now idk if i threw u in this group because i felt 'obliged' to do so because everyone in this group i ur friend or what but idk. it still amazes me how i was able to like talk to u, lol like i rlly cant understand how i was ever so willing to talk to u of all people. not you of all people but u know what i mean like we never even used to talk like that. but uhm yeah i like u because ur kinda sad and unsure on the inside, lol like me and i think thats cool . i wish i could beat the confidence outta you--ur like really smart but u dont think so smh what a tard.

now im pretty over this being nice stuff. like thats all the main people i can think about.
random crap:
--i miss my ex bestfriend labreea and ayana like all the time.
--i love how Jheri and i are actually getting like close lol smh
--for some reason i feel like calling miles, but he's prolly busy.
--i wonder when i shall go to the tree
--the top of my back is BURNING lol idky
--i like txting vanissa at 9:11 and saying " hey its 9.11" or at 3:14 and saying "its pie" or occassionally at 6:28 when ive stayed up all night and saying "its my birthday" lol
--i need a Pep...to bismol lol haha u thought i was gonna say Pepsi smh
--i cant wait weight waiitttt to lose wieght lol
okay im done, see you guys in another 6 months or 6 days or 6 years---who knows.
maybe even 6 minutes lol sike nah not that one.
*sorry about errors, im too lazy to re-read this long ass shit to correct em.
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