I'm the Only one in Love.

YesYes, i'm surprised i'm finally writing this too. so like in the past i have tried in so many different forms and fashions to really explain what my theories on "Love" is. i've always had like a tremendously difficult time doing that so i usually fail, and just end up rambling on and on only to further dig myself into a cave.
**lets be clear i'm talking about Romantic Love...i acknowledge there is like family/friend love.

What makes this post any different from the past failures?
-Most likely nothing, well besides the fact that i've been listening to Adele's "Melt my Heart to Stone" for a long time now, and that through my interpretation of that song (which i'm about to write) u can maybe like imply what my theory on love is; most of the people who know me know the rough and basic principles of my theory but i'm pretty sure just about NObody really understands it like in depth.

SO here goes to the douchebags... to the Assholes_every Jerk that i know =]

---When i first listened to this song i thought about a couple where the girl is the only one in the relationship, like she's madly in "love" with this boy,will do anything for him, she's blinded by his ignorant behavior and disregard for her emotions.He just doesn't feel the same way as she does. So how could she be in Love_ Period let alone the only one?

what is love?
what is love?
what is love?

i believe that if there is something called Love then its unconditional and it will be obvious like you'll know it when you see it_it will never go away. so how did she manage to fall in 'love' if the guy didn't ?
she fell in the love with the idea of what she believes Love is i suppose._

i'm over this interpretation...it's just irritating because it's not as poignant as i wanted it to be but i was younger when i was thinking of the song that way.

Recently...i've been thinking about "I'm the Only ONE in Love" as in she's the only one NOT in Love. This is me, Sua, yours truly. like since everyone's going to have slightly different definitions of what Love is, its reasonable for me to say that i think Love is the idea or illusion that somebody cares really strongly about you, makes you feel good and wanted so you convince yourself that Yes! this is what Love is, even these butterflies seal the deal. but how come marriages fail? how come the butterflies fade away after the first month or so? i think because after a while u get comfortable with the idea that someone has finally "accepted you". Love is only an idea just like happiness, so i guess it is what ever u think it is and since my idea is that the Love (the idea)only temporarily exists...essentially it doesn't really exist then. ugh_
I'm fascinated with why i'm so interested in the idea of Love though, and have been for a very long time. "For someone who doesn't believe in Love, you sure talk about Love a lot"-Quinton Gregory...and he's right. i really can't xplain why this is. maybe because i've never been inlove? maybe because i'm tired of seeing SO many failing marriages and relationships? maybe because of the differences between what we see on TV and our real lives? i'm not sure, and i wouldn't say that i'm like anti-love, because if it really DOES exist i'll be willing to accept it and admit i was wrong. i feel like we're constantly looking for acceptance as people, so Love is just a bisubject of just feeling like atleast ONE person out there accepts or wants you. idk___

this is NOT what i wanted this post to look like of course lol, better luck next time i suppose =]

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