My Life as a Rubiks Cube.

I Know what i want, How do i get it?

I need to get all the red's the green, orange, blue, yellow and whites all to their separate sides in order to create that unity, that success.

I got the red side, this is the one and only side i have successfully figured out and i want to keep this side undisturbed; but now i need to figure out the rest of it; i just really don't want to have to pull apart the red, but i know'll have to.

I Know what i want, What do i need to get it?

Well, obviously i'm going to need to accept the fact that it's not just going to come to me. it's going to be a load of hard word and i'm going to go through a lot of changing, shifting and molding of this Rubiks cube to get it to what i want it to look like_i need it to look like.

I will need patience and time, things dont always have to be so sudden, over time it will mold into what it shall be and through all the frustrations of constantly reorganizing the cube, eventually it will be complete_I will be complete.

I Know what i want, Why do i want it?

I want it because it will be worth it. It will be so worth the long nights and silent moments of doubt i've gone through over persistently working to get each side to match.

I want it so that i can show all those who've doubted me that i am everything they said i couldn't be, if not more.

I want it so that i can give it to someone else. Someone else, with a scattered cube struggling to "make it work". I'll give it to them as a source of encouragement as to why its worth it to just keep going at it.

I Know what i want, Who will_can help me get it?

Nobody will help me to shape this cube, but i know Somebody will be with me all the while sitting on the couch or at the dinner table watching me tussle with it.

Nobody will ever understand why perfecting and completing this cube is so important to me, but i know Somebody will be willing to accept it and support me.

I Know what i want, Where will i get it ?

I will get it from the bottom of my heart, from the darkest pits and deepest sections of it. From that place that keeps me hungering_longing for it. From that place where logical_realistic reasoning does not quite exist.

I know what i want, my heart yearns for it everyday. I know what i want and from where i will eventually obtain it---physically, maybe i'm not too sure, but my heart is what will keep me pushing for it_ i know it exists.

I Know what i want, but When will i get it?

I'm not sure, and this is what will be the hardest part about it.
This cube never seems to be quite right, but the worse thing that can happen is that the colors are scattered all over again, but in that event i'll just start at it all over again.